Tonight has been my first venture into Crissangel.com… and I don’t really know how this site works… but I am basically posting this blog to see if anyone reads it at all… and to figure out what kind of people do read this if any…
If you know me well enough... you probably know exactly how i feel about you...
If you don't know me... All you have to do is decide if you want to or not...
It really is that simple.
Here are the Basics... maybe they will help you make your decision.
When i was a little girl... I spent my days with my Dad... Playing video Games... Running around outside... Or sometimes just riding in the car and talking., or laying around with our “baby” Blankets…All the while Learning as many things about him, and about the world around us as I could... I Never really had many bad days... because My Daddy made all of my problem's go away Almost as quickly as they presented themselves.
At night… I spent most of my time sitting on the arm of my grandpa’s recliner. We would sit for hours on end just reading and getting lost in the many worlds that the Different Books sucked us into. There are many things that I know for a fact I would still be completely oblivious to if my grandfather hadn’t been there to teach them to me. It was like sitting on the edge of a fountain of endless knowledge…
My Whole life was basically centered around These two Men… and I was the happiest girl in the world.
Both of them are gone now.
Daddy passed away in April of 2004... And has almost been gone for 5 years…Still feels like yesterday that I walked him walk out of the door for the last time. He was my Bestfriend.
Grandpa Passed away in May of this year… and that wound isn’t even beginning to heal yet…
Pain is a regular Resident in my life… but you get used to it after a while.
But all in all?
Most of the time I am quiet… but I have a few loud moments…
My Time is spent doing many different things… Listening to music… texting friends… Being on the Internet… Driving around to all sorts of random places… Writing in my journal… Laying with my Mia Meow (Dad’s Kitty cat)… watching television (duh. mindfreak) but above all… I am still constantly lost in the world of books that my grandfather introduced me to… and laying around with the same blanket I have had since I was about 3 years old…
I Live life the best I can… and spend as much time as I can with my grandmother… because she is pretty much all I have left…
Ugh. There is so much more that I could type right now… but I think that I will leave it up to you to decide weather or not you wish to continue to get to know me.
